This is modified from an earlier MySpace posting - ENJOY!
It
still seems very surreal to me when I explain this to others, as it
wasn't just one event, but a series of events that brought my attention
to this path. I had been involved in pursuing a spiritual path since
my Saturn Return in 1993, when I had some unusual experiences that led
me to learning astrology amongst other metaphysical talents - and those
led me to exploring my spirituality, or connection to Spirit. Paganism
as a whole seemed to have a missing ingredient - not just contact with
Spirit but also ancestral contact. I resonated with many pagan
mythologies and pantheons, from Celtic/Druidic and Teutonic/Norse to
Egyptian, Hindu/Eastern Indian and even Native American. I never mixed
these experiences but instead wish to immerse myself in one at a time
to really "feel" that mythology and that pantheon. However, I never
knew what was to come.
I had earlier experiences with Tolkien in
my life (particularly with The Hobbit) and liked it, but my interest at
the time told me they were just stories. My interest in Tolkien was
put on the back burner until the Lord of the Rings movies came out. I
absolutely loved the portrayals of the Elves, but CRAP WHO DIDN'T? :-)
I then re-met my now husband who is a complete Tolkien Geek (a good
thing!) and told me that if I liked the Elves that much, I should
really read The Silmarillion, since it is the back-story to the Hobbit
and LOTR and much of it was from the Elven point of view. We got
married, moved from CA to MT and just "lived" for awhile, again pushing
Tolkien to the back burner.
In August 2004, a friend (Fern) who
identifies himself as an otherkin druid who resonates with ent and
gnome energy (amongst other things) straight out asked me if I knew I
was an Elf! I laughed SO HARD - as at the time I thought he was just
messing with me. Then, I started thinking about why he would say that
to me - and that led to wondering if he was right.
The final
straw was when my husband found his copy of The Silmarillion for me to
read in Spring 2005. NOTHING was to prepare me for what I experienced
- I just KNEW at the deepest recesses of my heart, even down to a DNA
level that these stories were utterly REAL!! And I mean "real" in a
mythic mode, the way that some people feel about the Bible, and others
feel about their respective mythologies and pantheistic connections
with their ancestors (or past lives, or both). My head was telling me
I was crazy and that these were just stories, but my heart and
collective intuition would not rest. But then I had a new dilemma -
how to find ANYONE who also felt this way!
Well, I was lucky enough to find him! It took me 8 days and very diligent internet effort, believe me! In fact, I learned that Dave had been searching for like-minded people in this endeavor for well
over a decade without success. Here is the deal: Most people
"role-play" the Elves in the story and only believe it to be a story -
and this is their way of pretending or playing. Many other explorers
of elven energies did not involve the Tolkien type, or the Quendi - in
fact, many of these are of galactic origin, be they from galaxies in
the direction of the Big Dipper (i.e. Elenari) to the Orion and
Pleidaen systems. Of the non-roleplaying Tolkien Elves found, their
emphasis is different than what we were looking for. There are also
wiccans who used odd pairings of Middle-Earth characters in their
practice, and this didn't feel right either. So this is our beginnings!
Now, Dave and his new wife have gone on to form Ilsalunte Valion, as their group is more research-oriented, where Tie eldalieva, the Elven Path, is more education and outreach-oriented. Regardless of our group leanings, all of us have different stories of how we came
to this path, and contribute in our own ways. In the near
future, Tie eldalieva, the Elven Path, hopes to submit a manuscript to Llewellyn. We wish to
acknowledge and thank the handful of reputable pagan and magickal
authors who have shown support for our project (and appreciate the
information for presenting this material in a way wherein the Tolkien
Estate would not have to be legally contacted!) :-) We will keep all
of you posted.
For more information, please visit our websites:
Tie eldalieva - http://www.elvenspirituality.com
Ilsalunte Valion - http://forum.westofwest.org
If any material here interests you, we have many resources, so feel free to contact us - and ENJOY!!
Calantirniel, co-founder





Wow!! How lovely...it must have been a hard road until you found where you belonged, and I am glad.
RavenI will keep an eye on you and your project!!
Fae blessings and love to you!!
02:44 PM EST